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life is good.
i am happy.
woo.
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[15 Feb 2006|06:44am] |
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i kill people.
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[07 Feb 2006|04:38am] |
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what the fuck is wrong with me?
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[19 Jan 2006|01:31am] |
blah.
confusion.
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[03 Jan 2006|05:17am] |
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just shut the fuck up!
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[07 Nov 2005|02:18am] |
im so sick of getting fucked over.
everytime something starts to look up for me, it blows over.
im starting to get used to it though.
oh well.
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[01 Nov 2005|11:24pm] |
in case you didnt see this the first time...
FUCK YOU!
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[29 Oct 2005|02:00pm] |
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FUCK YOU!
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[27 Oct 2005|03:28pm] |
fuck you.
this is to anyone who has ever fucked me over in any way.
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[18 Oct 2005|01:22am] |
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sometimes i wonder what would happen if i disappeared for a week.
and didnt have contact with anyone i know.
and met all new people.
if they would liek me more.
if the ones i left would miss me.
or wonder about me.
i wish i was a happier person.
and didnt let things get to me like they do.
i wish i could just let things go.
sometimes i wish i didnt think about things so much.
i wish people would see me for who i am.
and get to know me.
i wish i always knew the right words.
for everything.
i look back on my childhood and miss it so much.
there was nothing to worry about back then.
i just dont know what to do.
with my self.
or my life.
im sorry.
i dont know what for.
but i am.
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[18 Oct 2005|12:02am] |
i dont get it. at all.
nothing.
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[11 Oct 2005|02:44pm] |
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yeah so its been forever since i really updated. i guess ill just give you a quick overview of whats been going on.
well, i now work for Mancuso Productions, booking and promoting concerts. its pretty awesome, most of the time. johns cool, unlike i used to think. i think id like to be doing this or something in this field as a career. i dunno though. also i pretty much dropped out of meramac. whioch is stupid becuase its meramac. im going back next semester, i just decided that i didnt liek what i was doing there. art just isnt for me i guess. so next semester im gonna try some sort of business, prolly some basic business class. my mom doesnt know that i dropped out becuase i dont know how to tell her, which blows.
i feel as if i never see my family any more because im pretending to be in school and have work everyday. so yeah i dont know. good news though, when i started working with john i got to quit my other 2 jobs, so you can no longer find me at hot topic or stl bread co. which rules. :)
ummm what else...
oh i am NOT gay. just in case you were wondering since i was informed that a few friends of mine used to think i was. haha.
lately ive been talking ot this girl alot, who i am definatly falling for. its been forever, since dani, that i have found a girl that i can stand being around for more than like 2 hours at a time. i can talk to this girl and have conversations about anything with her. she is a blast to be around and yeah. i like her. shes a sweet heart. saturday night she didnt go to homecoming for reasons of her own and instead she came with me to the don vito show. vito sucked. he was so gross and nasty and girls were all over him. i dont get it. yuck. i think im going to kill him. haha. anyway after the show me and her left and drove around for a bit trying to find something to do. we made a stop at wal mart and played with the keyboards and guitars and other toys. then we left drove around a bit more. finally decided that i was sick of just driving around so we went back to my house and watched my class dvd, which is just like a alideshow of pictures of my class throughout the years. then i put in ghostbusters part 1. but we both fell asleep. it was so awesome waking up in the morning with her in my arms. i really do like her. so then at about 9:30 she woke up and i took her home and on my way home, after dropping her off, i definatly ran out of gas. haha. it sucked, first time thats ever happened to me. oh well. so last night me and her went to the movies and saw a really really lame movie, called like FlightPlan i believe. it wasnt so good, but oh well. after that we went to her ex's house to get her stuff back. then we drove around, went to mcdonals got some Hi-C Orange Lavaburst, which is pretty much the best drink ever. then i took her home and went home myself. i called her, we talked for a bit then she went to bed and i did as well. :)
today is the tony danza tap dance extravaganza show, i guess ill go to that for a lil but. well see.
and tomorrow is THE FAGS at the creepy crawl. should be fucking awesome, i cant wait. haha. nikki is coming.
this is a long entry.
thursday i believe i am going to springfield to visit scottie and see relient k with hima nd myers. well if i have any money im going ot go. but i should make some money on that fags show. :)
im sure i forgot to mention alot but thats about all i can think of mow.
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[11 Oct 2005|01:54am] |
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i like her. alot.
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[14 Aug 2005|11:56am] |
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i dont want to ever be alone like edward scissorhands. he seems to be happy but i know he isnt, not deep down.
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[13 Aug 2005|04:53am] |
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the aquabats were amazing. nuff said.
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[18 Apr 2005|01:01am] |
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yeah i know.
friday...
after school i went to work from 4-5:30 then i called someone to come in and finish my shift so i could go to the losers luck show. i met up with scott, myers and tyler and we went down to miss nights. i used the fake to get in to me and myers went to the bar and got a pitcher of beer and drank that and then hung out and talked to a few people. then when losers luck when on i went back to the bar and got another pitcher and drank that. after the show everyone and their uncle was going to dennys in south county, so we headed there and when we got there the waitress kicked a bunch of people out for something dumb so everyone followed and when i say everyone i seriously mean about 45 people. everyone agreed to go to steak n shake. we took over an entire section there. i saw some affton peeps there. everyone ate and shit then we tried leaving w/o paying but tyler didnt get the memo so we ended up going back into pay. after that we went to charlies house to meet up with matt from next best thing. me him and tyler went to walmart and fucked around then ended up back at the rv infront of charlies. we hung out with matt and drew til about 6 am. i decided i couldnt go home that late so i slept in my car and woke up in a 100 degree car sweating my ass off.
saturday...
woke up in my car and drove home. sat around for awhile and eventually took a shower, and did a load of laundry and washed my car, my moms, and my step dads. made 40 bucks doing that. watched cops and americas most wanted. then i met up with myers and scott at c-wood. we decided to go bowling. we went to brunswick zone. pitchers of beer were only 8 bucks so me and myer split 3 pitchers and got pretty shitty. some girl named katy kept staring at us, she was in the next lane over, she had a retarded b/f. she liked us. we stole her retarded bfs bowling shoes. scott drove my car back to c-wood since i was pretty gone. then i decided to drive home. i made it safely, good news. got home around 2:30, talked to a few friends was in bed at 5.
sunday...
woke up at 6:30 for work, ahh gotta love an hour and a half of sleep. got to work a few minutes after 7. worked til 2. then i came home and showered and sat around, napped then i met up with everyone from my other job, at hot topic for imos and sin city. we won some sales contest so out district manager took us all out. sin city was fucking awesome. i loved it. movie was over around 12. got home and chatted and now here i am. im tired.
i promise ill update more. it feels good to do so. :)
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| ok i updated, happy now? |
[21 Feb 2005|02:22am] |
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so yeah. its been like 5 months 11 days and 14hours since i last updated. well probably not that long but you get the point.
so today, today today.
this morning i was supposed to be at work at 7. i woke up late at like 6:30. i knew i was gonna be late since i would have had to stop by my other house to get a shirt to wear. so i decided to pull over in fenton and call my mom and tell her i was sick and to call in work for me. she called in for me and i turned around and went back home and slept til like 3 in the afternoon. i wasnt really sick but i felt liek crap and would not have been able to function well enough to work. maybe it was because i didnt get home until 3:30 that morning. oh well. its over now. after i woke up i sat around the house for a bit. then took a shower. then headed down to the creepy crawl making a pit stop on the way for a few cases of bottled water. i went to see the snake, the cross, the crown and think thank thunk. all the bands that played were really good. it sucked though becuase no one wanted to go with me so i went by myself. it was ok though i saw a lot of people there, some who i havent seen im forever. it was good to see those faces again. i miss the days when i used to see those faces nearly every weekend. anyways. after the show i went over dans for a bit where everyone was getting "krunk". i dont know what it is but i never feel like drinking anymore. im kinda glad i dont. i played a little bit of halo with meyers, scott and drew. then i came home. which brings you up to date.
tomorrow i work from 12-5 at hot topic, come visit me. then i might go to the steel train show, i havent decided yet.
im really excited for california, its going to be the best spring break.
i think im gonna go to bed and listen to femme fatality.
goodnight.
i hope you are happy now. you know who you are. <3
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[30 Jan 2005|01:36am] |
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fuck you livejuornal.
ill update some other time.
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[14 Dec 2004|06:08pm] |
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Everything About You Survey | Created by Crimsontear and taken 7446 times on bzoink! | | Personal Information | | First Name// | David | | Age// | 18 | | Gender// | Male | | Nickname(s)// | Beags | | Hair Color// | black with blone streaks | | Hair Style// | long...im so metal. | | Eye Color// | brown | | What is your favorite | | Color// | pink? black? | | Game// | halo | | Song// | at the moment, The Diamond Ring by Adair | | Music Video// | big pimpin | | Animal// | giraffe | | Sport// | golf | | Country// | canada looks sweet. | | Movie// | true romance | | Food// | pasta or rice | | Friends | | Best// | dan, murph, scott, tyler | | Funniest// | helfers is funny | | Coolest// | dan, he has lip rings, hah. | | Sweetest// | tyler, i riso you ty ty | | Kindest// | tep | | Annoyingest// | we all know who. | | Dullest// | rick, lol i love you rick. | | Stupidest// | haha i dunno thats mean | | Most Intelligent// | hmmm? scott? | | Athletic// | haha hmmm... | | Relationships | | Boy(Girl)friend// | no | | Are you in love right now// | no | | Do you have a crush// | maybe | | Do you have a stalker// | i hope not | | Do you miss someone right now// | yea, family. | | What do you do | | At school// | sleep. | | At home// | sit on my computer | | Outside// | dance. | | When you first wake up// | take a shower. | | What _____do you hate | | Food// | mayo | | Color// | white | | Hair color// | green | | Tv show// | family guy | | Clothing style// | hoosier | | Movie// | jay and silent bob | | Emotions Right Now | | Are You Happy Right Now// | to an extent | | Sad// | maybe a little | | Grumpy// | nah | | Annoyed// | yes | | Angry// | nope | | Sick// | no | | Lonely// | a tad | | Bored// | why do you think im doing this? | | Have you ever | | Made your own religion// | haha yes once. | | Written backwards// | nope | | Written your own magazine// | never | | Drawn art// | always | | Got angry with a game// | haha yes | | Played Lacrosse// | yea in gym. | | Broken a bone// | my thumb freshman year. thanks comer | | Dyed your hair// | yeap | | Put in contacts for no reason// | ha no | | Swam alone// | yeap. | | Things that come to mind when you read... | | Intelligentence// | need to find a way to use mine | | Stupidity// | allen w. (a-money) | | Depress// | phychology | | Blood// | emo | | Blue// | the sky | | Gray// | old people | | Sword// | the stone that me and tlyer pulled a sword out of. | | Golf// | been a while | | Soccer// | bosnians | | Yellow// | money | | Socks// | tylers socks. | | Ribbon// | ribbons and sugar | | Random Questions | | Play Sports, if so, what ones// | golf | | Have a lot of friends// | sida have alot of people i guess i would consider friends, but only a few close ones. | | Write good// | when i want to | | Eat a lot// | too broke | | Like the day Friday// | for sure. | | Like the month December// | i love the winter | | Do you(or are you) | | (DY)Give good advice// | i try | | (DY)Talk crap// | haha no. | | (DY)Play a lot of games// | not really | | (DY)Wear hats// | sometimes | | (DY)Like to be outside// | always | | (AY) Always mad// | no | | (AY) Always happy// | on the outside | | (AY) A good friend// | i think so | | This or that (Last questions) | | Night or day// | night | | Snow or Rain// | snow | | Stars or the Moon// | stars | | Ocean or Pool// | ocean | | Boat or Plane// | plane | | Books or Magazines// | magazine | | Yu-Gi-Oh Cards or Pokemon Cards// | im not answering this | | Blonde or Black Hair// | black | | Green or Blue Eyes// | both are pretty | | Pants or Shorts// | pants | | Pop or Rock// | rock | | Punk or Emo// | emo | | Tatoos or Piercings// | tattoos | | Necklace or Ring// | ring | | Clouds or No Clouds// | none | | Art or Literature// | art | | Jeans or Baggy Pants// | jeans | | Singing or Dancing// | singing | | March or May// | march | | Halloween or Christmas// | christmas | | Coke or Pepsi// | coke | | Hug or Kiss// | kiss | Create a Survey | Search Surveys | Go to bzoink! |
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[09 Dec 2004|11:18pm] |
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Yeah...I like it when the girls stop by.. In the winter
Do you remember, Do you remember?
...when we met..That winter??
[Chorus]
New Found Glory ,had a bunch of hits
Jack in the Box makes me sick.
And I think it's fly when girls stop by for the winter,for the winter
I like girls that wear American Eagle,
I'd take her if I had one wish,
But she's been gone since that winter..
Since that winter
[Verse 1]
Hip Hop Marmalade spic And span,
Met you one winter and it all began
Your the best girl that I ever did see,
The great Ron Artest Jersey 91
When you take a shit you smell like a bong
Donnie Osmond wrote a whole bunch of songs
Call me Stevie Wonder cause I can't see baby
Sumthin in your feet went and drove me crazy
Now I can't forget you and it makes me glad,
Left one day and then you came back
Stayed all winter then went back home,
Macauly Culkin wasn't in part 3 of Home Alone
Fell deep in love,but now we ain't drinkin
Michael J Fox was really really stinkin
When I met you I said my name was DAVID BEAGLE
You look like a girl from American Eagle
[Chorus]
New Found Glory ,had a bunch of hits
Jack in the Box makes me sick.
And I think it's fly when girls stop by for the winter,for the winter
I like girls that wear American Eagle,
I'd take her if I had one wish,
But she's been gone since that winter..
Since that winter
[Verse 2]
Grape Pez,orange crush,disco star boogie
Used to hate school so Instead i made nookie,
Always been hip to the game boy Style
Known to act wild and make girls cry,
Love 18 visions and the girly singer
Remind me of you because you rock my sisters world
You come from Alaska where the eskimos grow
They drink melted ice and live in an igloo
You love german, irish polka music
I took off you pants when you were 4 years old
There was a good man named Right Said Fred
Ill feel much better baby when you're dead
You love doin drugs and snortin Coke,
I like the way you laugh when I tell a joke
When I met you I said my name was DAVID BEAGLE
You look like a girl from American Eagle
[Repeat Chorus]
Bridge In the wintertime girls got it goin on,
Twurk and thizzle to a Gangsta rap song
Wintertime girls are the kind I screw
I'll steal your honey like I stole your virginity
[Verse 3]
big rotten shrimp and pixie sticks
Your mother takes me back there oh so quick
Get you crunk off the hook like my man Mr. Whippit
Think about that winter and I bug,cause I miss it
Like the color green, franks and beans,
Pussy Pink slippers and a bunch of weens
Call you up but whats the use
I like it in florida,but I hate orange juice
Came in the door, you looked like a whore, i think im on to you you
but I'm really not fo sho
When I met you I said my name was DAVID BEAGLE
You look like a girl from American Eagle
[repeat Chorus]
[Bridge]
In the winter girls come and winter girls freeze
Some are really sexy and some are butt ugly,
winter girls come and winter girls freeze
Some are really sexy and some are butt ugly,
Wintertime girls got it goin on
Twurk and thizzle to a Gangsta rap song
Wintertime girls are the kind I like
I'll steal your honey like I stole your virginity
[Repeat Chorus]
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